release my mask

2007ǯ0922() you are breaking my heart again

i love him.
i love him on my own.

i know i am nothing for him...
i am just a baby,
he never thinks i can be his lover.

what did i expect??

did i think i can be his girlfriend??

what a shame!!

how can it be possible??

i was just deceived with honeyed words.

but how they were sweet...
how his heart beating echoed to me...
i was under the illusion.

i am too young to love guys.
i realised this fact.
i know nothing about them.

i love him.
i love him.

however i must stop loving him by now.