DiaryINDEX｜past｜will
| 2009年10月21日(水) | as a kid. |
i think i am very glad that met someone i want to show off my past and history.. i really wish my hometown is one hour away from here so that i can show this person about how i grew up and what i was like in my childhood.. but just like life doens't go as you wish, the situation is not. my hometown is 17hours by flight from where i(he is) am right now.
i am very proud of myself as a kid. i had both good education, moral, role model, at the same time tomb boy and wild. I had all the elements i wanted to have.
| 2009年10月11日(日) |
I
must
be
rEally crazy about him.
i've been thinking about it and him every fucking single moment; every blink i make, every breath i take.
i will never put myself in this situation NEVER EVER AGAIN.
i learned so much from this relationship. if i every find someone i love next time, the same or even similar thing shall not happen again. i have suffered enough from chocking myself. i refuse to experience this again. once is enough. way too enough. i am good enough to learn from this. i have a good heart and compassion but have to overcome my weaknesses.
