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| 2007年09月29日(土) | 好きです |
好きです、
って言えたら良い。
もう今更言えない。
メール待っています。
もう私からは送らないって決めたのに、それでもやっぱり諦めきれない。
あなたは私のことなど思い出しもしないでしょうにね。
会いたいです。
傍にいて欲しいです。
それも全部無理なこと。
こんな風になるのなら、人など好きにならねば良かったのに…。
| 2007年09月22日(土) | you are breaking my heart again |
i love him.
i love him on my own.
i know i am nothing for him...
i am just a baby,
he never thinks i can be his lover.
what did i expect??
did i think i can be his girlfriend??
what a shame!!
how can it be possible??
i was just deceived with honeyed words.
but how they were sweet...
how his heart beating echoed to me...
i was under the illusion.
i am too young to love guys.
i realised this fact.
i know nothing about them.
i love him.
i love him.
however i must stop loving him by now.
| 2007年08月30日(木) | im tired |
i love you.
i miss you.
i know well never be together,
but i still love you.
this is unusual feeling for me.
i seldom fell into love with somebody,
but now, i really really want you.
i want you.
my heart yells,
yells your name...
after all, i knew you have a girl friend.
where can i bary my feeling...
my love for you.
i want to cry,
but i can't cry.
i don't know why.
everything is over.
it's over now.
i know it.
it was already ended before it starts.
yesterday, i realised it.
i was just a fool.
but i'm sure that i wanted to be a fool.
cos i loved you.
i lover you even now.
i want to forget you.
i want to live in piece...
