you cry
don't let me go, don't let me go, please...

i know it's difficult.
i know it hurts.... so do I.

it's been more than 5 years.. almost every day, even after i moved the location, you've been with me.

i hated your slant surface... it's not good for making jewelry and put anything on it.. but i love you.

you're such a beautiful thing.

you're the last inherit from my baby.


but i have to let you go.

my heart is like pressed, squeezed when i think about you're leaving.

i know i feel empty after you'd gone..
A hole in my heart.
but i already lost one. it was like selling my heart.

i gotta let you leave.

don't make me look back.
i want to look forward.

so go, please go...

so, i went to detroit for MOVEMENT 2010.

Left new york on thursday of may 27th.
but there's some episode before the trip.
on tuesday, hang out with thomas and eric at LIT..
we danced for a while.. the music was good, but when we left there for another bar, i noticed i didn't have my wallet.. my wallet!!!
i went back to the LIT if they have one.. oh my, i was so anxious..
when i asked a bartender if she sees any wallet, and there it is!
but!!! i lost $300 cash which was in my wallet.. what the fuck..
i was so upset and depressed..till next morning.

wednesday was another epic..
Dave's farewell party. arrived around 12:30, went to rooftop and there's still people hanging. around 1:30, the gig started downstairs. this guy, stephane played perfect guitar and we were jamming.. until Oriol spilled water on me. all over on me.
he was so high and drunk and didn't know what's he's doing. it was a hot night so it's all good.

stayed over their place, and woke up at 8am. headed back to willy-b to pack my stuff up.
left brooklyn around 11:30 to the airport.


my flight was one hour delay.
so i grabed some soup at au bon pain.. tasted sucks.
contacted oriol since his flight is just one hour behind from me and he was already approaching to the airport.
but couldn't find him.
ha

so my sleepy head but excited heart didn't really let me sleep on the flight.
so excited moment when i arrived in detroit airport!!!
full smile on my face, walked the airport.. waiting for my friends to arrive.
but hell... i constantly exchanged text with thomas who is arriving around 10pm.. and i got there 5:30.
Oriol's flight got delayed for a few hours. so i was alone at a bar in airport.. drinking beer, dirty martini, eating chips.
four hours later, Ori arrived.
we started play dominoes a bit and around 11:30, thomas arrived.

thomas's sweet father picked us up quick enough and then went to thomas's big house..
Eric and Ross were there already.
his mother was the sweetest and cutest.
we hanged at backyard drinking some canadina beer till 2 or 3 am.

that was the first day of detroit...

ai ｜MAIL