CORKSCREW Diaries(米国編) |
昔の日記を読み返してみると、 今と雲泥の差の状況。 基本的に自分がダメ人間だと言うことは全く変わっていない。 だから過去を振り返ることも重要。 なぜなら今の僕の環境は過去とは比べ物にならないぐらい恵まれているから。 少ないチャンスを掴んでここにいるのだから。 どれだけ自分がレベルが低いって自覚していたって、 どれだけ競争なく此処に来れたからって、 過去の自分からは想像もつかなかった環境なのだから。 だからこそ一分一秒も無駄にしちゃいけない。 無駄にしちゃっている時間も確かにあるけど。 夜中の2時3時まで勉強している自分なんて想像もつかなかっただろう。 そう思って一年間駈け抜けていくしかないのだろう。 と言うことで超適当な文章 読んだら笑えます。 As you might know, I like to go on a travel. If there is holiday, I try to make a schedule to visit somewhere. Fortunately, we have 10 days off in late August. I have to make full use of this opportunity. I have been to Seattle during the last holiday, next time I would like to visit further place. So I am thinking of visiting Atlantic Canada that is located in east coast of Canada. The destination is Halifax. It is the largest city in Atlantic Canada, 270,000 people live in. English and French people colonized there at first, there are many beautiful cities. I am really exciting now. When I go on a travel, I try to choose minor places. Because I do not like action what other people do. Therefore I am often thought as extreme man of OTAKU (someone who devote oneself to something without sociality) or worse. However, I think it is important to behave so. It is my own personality. And I know there must be someone to share the excitement. Although it might be small community, that is what makes it so easy to make friends. Recent my philosophy is “ OTAKU saves the world.” Besides travel for Canada, I would like to try many things such that watching football games and rock festival in the States. Real Madrid and Barcelona which won Europe football champion yesterday will come to the States. Instead of World Cup, I would like to enjoy watching football in the States. Planning summer schedules makes me really exciting. |